Preface to a Ten Volume Hymnal
By Ireon Roach
if you look for that curse prayer put on me
you’ll never find it
just a corpse-less mother in the pigeon coop
you’ll never get a proper count of the stars again
just the holes they leave in the sky
you never met somebody
never open his mouth and speak sentences
like my father
they run on
he did a bit of a bid of a jittery jig/ big
bold and black/
balding early and bent/ bound
to shake and girate/
seize and cease/ fires
dance behind his eyes/
like his body behind his barre
I am unbound
yet you tell me that I am blessed
blood seems to find new ways
to slip onto your own hands
pray palm to flesh
to cleanse and listen
for this call to bathe from future stages
from some big mouth’d and ham-handed man
we did not flee
we trickster like john the conqueror
sprinkled in every root
from here to memphis
this poem comes from the mouth of the trumpet
the beak of the pigeon
the handle of the pan
the styx of every river
the wrong rung of the lord’s ladder
the long weight of the wedge of ibis you followed here
spit on this broom or
jump over it or
forge its handle of steel
either way
but make ritual of the sweeping
you get to smile
and be orange and
refuse to live in a world
which does whatsoever unto you
without you doing unto it
what I have bestowed upon you
amen?
I am a founder I know nothing
of the ego which sends me to ‘find’
I am a surrounder I know nothing
of the ease which makes me to ‘surrender’
I am everywhere/ all
over you/ the blood
that cleanses your sin/
the sin that cleanses your earth/ the earth
that swallows your empire
the bend
just around the bend
out of this sea and onto this coast and
follow your steel studded holy right hand to the bend
let your bones click into place
cough until you breathe
can tell you been on the island by the way you forgot to cry
can tell you been on the chain gang by the way you forgot to sing
you got to be something
you cant just be Here
and you can look
but we aint There no more
joe turner’s come
and gone and gone and gone and gone
we may as well have been governed by the wind’s brother
let your worries pace this bend
until a track you know come on back around
you laid it
who cares if you wear a hole in that new road
why aren’t you smiling,
my smiling boy?
why are you shining,
my shining man?
what are you missing
my missing girl,
but the dwelling place of God?
dissolve into your own light
peek
into your own clasped hands and
pray
yes
the other way now
Ireon Roach
Commissioned by the Goodman Theatre, in collaboration with
The Poetry Foundation, in relation to their production of Joe Turner’s Come and Gone, for their 23/24 Season
April 2024